just reading a wee book at thee moment and it says expect good things to happen and be willing to accept them. sometimes we cant see beyond our flesh but God has created us from when we were in the womb and he knows our plans, our gifts and sometimes i think i run ahead of him, although i just need a wee pull back a couple of steps. Its so amazing that our creator knows each one of us so intimally. love you God. he will not leave us, which is amazing as when i have a bad day i know he is with me...

While i was praying last night I just felt overwhelmed with joy and love. i was also really humble as Jesus died for our sins and i was trying to imagine if someone i know close to me died to save me and sometimes we take it for granted. I had no words to say but all praise and glory is his.

Im getting excited about the youth in the church at the moment while ive been praying. i know it will be such a challenge but i want to be bold and not just sit on the line and bobble along and not really get anywhere. People showed me that they cared for me and that i did count, i'm sure that there is some children out there that just need people to be there and show that some one cares. No one cares more than God alone. I want to thank the people who have taught me things and made me realise that we can make a difference...:)

father

last one, i promise.... when me and david were in the park, i felt like a kid again, i loved it, lol... there was a child there who was being pushed on the swing by her dad, just right behind here but as she gets older she is allowed to learn things for herself, even though her father will always be there....

Change

God made me realise that i think i need to change someone as my mind thinks i do, but this not my job as who am i to judge, it was hard when God made me realise as i should not get in God's way when he is trying to work...

fruit

Lately ive been asking God for my self to beable propheise as i was blown away by the Sharon Stone and also ive been praying for our church to propheise more... i know its within use. When me and David went to this park their was loads of trees and only a couple stood out. There was one above which stood out as it had loads of branches and fruit which were so colourful, while other trees were being held upright with a rod. God wants us all to bare fruit but i know i have his rod in my back helping me upright and thats how we bare fruit...

holiday

Im just back from me lovely holiday away and God speak to me so much i had to write it down..lol... while reading my book in the apartment, as thats all i every do is read... as soon as David turned on the tv, going gets tough came on, it was such a key song as im worried about moving house and getting a new job, i read one thing which said have confidence in the lord, this is one way our confidences growes through our strength in him, believe come before achieve. Now i am back home i got to rejections letters from jobs but its ok as i know God has his plan for me..

i script which pop to me mind, i think goes something like likes, fear not, for i will never leave nor forsake you... thats just brill... it may be written wrong...

Worry

I'm just doing some reading and i realised that we spent most of our lives worrying and what for, God has already dealt with it.

'trust (lean on, rely on, and be confident) in the Lord and do good; so shall you dwell in the land and feed surely on his faithfulness, and truly shall you be fed.' ps 37.3

Sometimes we worry as we think things should be happing now but God has the plan and he knows when the timing is best.

'let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money ( including greed, avarice, lust, adn craving for earthing possessions) be satisfied with your present (circumstances and with what you have); for he (God) himself has said, i will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. i will not leave, i will not, i will not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let you down (relax my hold on you)! assuredly not!