Thursday 7 May 2009

Free

Lately ive been having some disagreements with dad even though i love him so much, i felt like i dont want to be the easy one to give in to arguements but whoever knows me, knows im so lead back and its not in my character to hold anything against anyone... so today i thought im just going to have to settle this as i love me dad... i just felt a big weight being lifted off me shoulders, as i came out of victoria sq there was a place called free spirit as we came out of the kitchen bar, i just felt that's what God wants our spirits to be free and willing to him...

for God did not give us a spirit of timidity (of cowardice, of craven and cringing and fawning fear), but (he has given us a spirit) of power and of love and of calm and well-balanced mind and discipline and self-control...

Tuesday 5 May 2009

journey

On bank holiday Monday, i want to the bus stop and as i got on the bus the traffic was derouted, i had no control over this and did not know what was happenin. i felt God just clear up a few things with me, that i am on a journey with him, an adventure but i should let him be the one in control and just enjoy, as lately ive had not been really enjoyin my journey, he just wants me to enjoy and the best thing was that the bus dropped me closer to my workkk.... mad...