thank God

Sometimes in my life we always look to what we do not have, we say 'if only', i know from experience that is a key word in my life, if only i had my dream job, if only i could do this, then something good will happen... but it does not, if we serve God, he has our plans in his hands... its like a circle we dance around, then realise ooops i really cant do this on my own, i dont want to go by what my emotions and feelings tell me as it would be one hell of rollarcoaster ride, i wanna be guide by my God... sometimes its difficult to try and push your emotions aside...