love

I've not been posting in a while as I've felt that i could not hear God. I realised that he can hear me all the time and he loves to watch us, hear us, whisper to us, let us feel his presence... I cant wait to explode, as I've felt like i have been staying struggled up and not letting my personality, creatively shine through, i believe the one reason for this is my job, as I've been feeling like a robot in it. however today i had such peace, joy in my work, it made me realise that God has not went anywhere, i had this fire in my belly, where i could take on the world and still be smiling, it was brillant- as i knew, I'm not alone, my God well never let go of me... just blew me away...